26th July 07

Happy birthday Hengky dar dar..

Woke up late due to dota-ing till morning again, went to CCK to brought a shirt cause he actually intend to buy, ltr on went to buy a bottle to filled with glowing stars and notes that i made, lastly his birthday cakie.. Love the cake so nice =x load the pic ltr ba..

Headed to meet him at JE cause he came all the way down to fetch me but sadly i made him wait again, plan a suprise for him but he have to come down to Eg to collect money so there goes the plan..

Played 2-3 games, lose 2 but won the last 1.. Great game i can say but perhaps we shld push earlier.. I still hate Rk though.. Arhhh..

By the time we are suppose to cab home, i realise it was like 12.05am =( arhh i miss tat 5mins which was like when we end game? lols...

Didn't cut cake as his bro slp le..

Hope he realli like the presents.. =)

More training pls, wcg so near.. Everytime say wanne train but end up its always the same.. sad...


27th July 07

I was still slping when his already awake playing dota.. Wtf so early.. ok la cause i slept till 4+pm =X

Thought of going out for movies but in the end his mum already prepare steamboat and some of his relative are coming down, there are 2 kids so cuteeee.. i will upload the pic.. Hehe.. Had fun with them and ltr on after dinner, cut the cake but sadly nobody sang birthdae song.. Too shy ba i suppose.. Its's like dar haven been celebrating his birthdae esp with a cake for so long.. Hope his wishes come true.. Love yea =p

Watched house of wax dvd though i watched it already but its alrite to pei him, still so gross... lols.. Later on was suppose to pei him for his match but i somehow fell aslp =X but woken up cause grastic =( After game dar went to cook noodles for me.. so sweet though its just cup noodles =x

Slept at 4am+ and ltr on woke up at 7.30am =x overslept.. so tiring!!


28th July 07

Woke up at 730am cab down and this time we wasn't late.. Hehe.. Went to burger king and meet up the rest and after their breakfast, we went up and i'm hungry =( went to Bk again to buy breakfast, Arhh BACON so hard like stone and SALTY too, egg no taste =( some breakfast.. Was eating while waiting for dar to end their game as i can't watch them play.. Sad..

Saw Sher, Jas and Jy chat up awhile and after awhile or so decided to go down Eg but was raining heavily so went to Bk cause the others wanted to eat and dar came down to pei wo too but i didn't pei him =( sRy dar..

Dar headed for his nxt game while i went down with Jas, lei and sher to Eg, first game sux.. Com so lag until i dulan.. #$*^#&^$ i made sher emo =( sRy.. Jas gt dC but we eneded our game and she gtg liao..

Headed to Hq and play 2 games with kakashi they all, the 2nd game realli makes me emo to the max, suX.. i was playing badly myself.. Die too much.. For tat farking ppl i decide to train my dota properly... Hate it so much.. Emo!!

Dar came to fetch me and listen to my complains so kelian.. They gt 3rd/4th =x can't remember =x lols.. Went for movies at cathy.. Brought the 9.30pm Vanacy and 12am Alone.. I haven take pic with Simpons =( and i haven watch the movie dar =( *hint*

Didn't expected there will be so much of people watching late nite movies maybe i haven been watching movies for so late le.. sAd.. Walk around cathy for awhile before headed down to movies..

Seriously Vanacy shock me on a certain scene but that show simply SUX.. please don ever go and watch.. Damn lame or old-sch..

Went to pei dar withdraw money before headed down to HQ and guess who i saw.. Botak Jiabao =x lols.. I can't recongise when he call me until leng told me his jb ._." Look so diff, slim down liao... lols.. Was watching jb play wow for awhile, miss my wow but i suppose i won't be going back to play, lots of reasons to make me dont wanne play ba.. Was talking alot about wow to dar on our way there =x

Ltr on headed back to movies and wanted to buy drinks the QQQQQQQQQQ so long Zzzz.. Alone is kinda scary, i was covering my face when the scary faces appear.. lols.. But glad dar is there with me.. Love him.. But the story kinda sad though and evil twin sis is scary..

After movie cab home and sleep i suppose.. forget =x lols..


29th July 07

I dono why im so freaking tired that i slpt all the way until 5+ or so.. Called my mum and told her im not going home, felt tat dar needs me =X so hungry and dar needs to play some compy, in the end while waiting and watching on the bed i felt asleep.. Feeling extreme cold maybe too hungry so is dar but glad i felt asleep =p They won, its just some nerds but they are lagging badly.. Poor thing 2secs delay =x

He woke me up after his game and it was like 10+pm.. still quite cold and hungry =( When to his hse nearby and ate 2 bowl of fish soup and satay =x same with him.. so full =x later on when to buy some candies and mag..
I really dono what im doing again =x sRy for that game.. Sometimes i just doesn't wanne dota when im at his house, wanted more time to pei him ba..

Anway dar fell aslp while waiting for me =( poor thing.. He was woken up by me =( and i was suddenly emo-ing badly and i cried once again cause of u and tat person =( Why am i still so bother about it.. sux.. Dar accompany me till i fell asleep and i don't understand why i keep waking up and went back to slp.. troubled =( Dar didn't went sch just to pei wo and make sure im alright.. Thanks dar.. Needed that.. Love ya..

It was already like 12+ when i woke up went to bath and prepare, poor dar have to go take mc himself cause i was already late.. lols.. Cab down to Pargon to accompany him for his dental check up, waited outside watching shows =x while waiting for him... Dar was telling me how hurtful it is.. lols.. Poor thing =(

Later on went to eat at tat place tat once brings back memories.. Hehe.. Talk alot about the past, even till today i can't believe that im with u, if its a dream don ever wake me up.. I love u.. Order big plate of hokkien mee and cha kway tao, later on dar went to buy ice-kachang so long nve eat 1 bowl myself =x Freezing like hell while eating =(

After dinner when to walk around Taka before headed to starbucks to slack around, decided to head home and it rains ._." so cold but ur hugs are there to warm me up =p

Dar sent me till Outram before heading home as both of us are tired le, thanks for ur cheese cake and most important ur time to pei wo..

Reach home sort of train with them 2 games with my lens on cause my spec was left at Hengky hse =(, 1st game was vomit blood, while the 2nd game i realli dono what im doing.. lol.. sui bian ba =x tired aso.. but still blogging rite now..

Thur Wcg so sian, nve train, same thing gona happen.. Hope mircale happens.. Let's pray.. Woot.. Nite

I miss gougou.. uploading some zoo pic as i mention earlier on =x


I will love u truly,
I will stay by ur till time ends,
I will share my joy n sadness,
I will hug u when u needed 1,
I will brighten ur day when ur gloomy,
I will do anything for u as long as u stay,

I will..
I will...
I will....
I will.....
I will......
I will.......
I will........
I will.........
never stop loving you..

With ♥ From Suzanna [6:09 PM]

Sat!!

I was late again!! As usual =X

Reached Vivo and went to buy tickets and guess what? Almost all the movies are selling fast ._. We intend to watch the 730pm show but its front row so gotten the tix at 945pm better this time, we gotten the 2nd row from the front, what's more worst.. lols..

Later on headed to eat hokkien mee, dar love the hokkien mee there.. lols.. We share 1 big plate and the chilli is simply too hot but only on his side =X It's only 6+++, plently of time to spare, we headed to find a place to sit, chat alot.. I find that everytime we chat up, alot of stuff are explain and well i got to say i understand you more =)

Chat for quite awhile before its time for our movie, ARHH.. torturing for the neck =\ Arhh so much for sitting infront.. oh ya we watch invisble target, great movie and lots of fighting.. Gosu~

2hrs plus movie and its already 12+ so we took a cab back to his house and well.. had fun at his house, trying some stuff for the first time.. lols.. As usual we slpt late again..


Mon~

Quarrel with mum before i left my house, hate it when she have to come home early.. Hate her..

Dota till morning and slept at 7am, i just can't slp early.. Tell me WHY!! Arhh.. Torture.. Was suppose to fetch dear but i overslept =\ in the end he came down to fetch me, headed to marina square to eat buffet.. Ate lots of seafood and dar is so sweet to help me cook.. Gosu sotong ftw.. Hehe..

Went to walk along the river side near esplanda but the seats are all wet.. Sad.. In the end dar accompany me to take bus home, aww so sweet, i thought his gona go home himself, anyway we both fell asleep.. lols.. so cute =x

Was emo-ing badly once i rech home, staring at the com didn't know what i shld do without u.. eMo suX.. Once ur home, i felt much better, i just need to habe u by my side =\ I need you sooooooo much..

So tired right now but im in game and im blogging =X So sian.. bOring Game.. I wonder wat time im gona wake up later =(

I WANNE SLP NOW!! ARHH....

With ♥ From Suzanna [4:06 AM]

Happy 3mth anniversary~

Was unable to go out todae due to some reasons and dar was at np, so sweet of him to come down and buy me cakie, krb =X and bear bear.. so sweet.. Dar left those stuff outside and left without saying a word but instead call me to take it.. =(

I wanne see him, it's been so mani days since i last saw him..


Again we quarrel, heartache and tiring it's just happening again.. I doesn't wanne quarrel, i love u sweetie.. More matches and more dying =\ i hate rk!! don't ask me y!!


Well.. Heard from Kero dNgirls- was replace by rev0 for skcc.. Zzzzzzzzzz Open so many slots but unable to get it, what's the point anyway..


Hmm.. having a lime mag interview nxt week.. hmm..


Can't slp again cause of some stuff, sux ._. say goodbye to my slp.. Zzz


I love bunny still.. onli him..

With ♥ From Suzanna [6:56 AM]

HYPOCRITE SUX..

I just wanne blog it down..

Being team mates, being friends for so farking long and once disband well.. show their true colours.. I didn't know how sucky it can be like..

If you do have something against him all this while, why not just confront him instead of doing it the childish way.. It's not like our team mates are those like in ur team who knows how to play..

Feels so farking bu zhi de for him.. It's not because his my bf but i farking witness the whole thing, who won't even be dulan...

Seriously if u dare to smurf and scold, why not just use ur own nick.. maybe u guys didn't dare then farking admit when ur already being exposed.. Stupid..

Anyway thanks so much for it ruby and darr3n.. HYPOCRITE PEOPLE

With ♥ From Suzanna [3:39 AM]

Thursday~

Was in game half way till i saw his friendster i gotten so dulan and emo, perhaps over little stuff i get so work up.. I'm not even lidat before but you, i will.. I
dono why over little stuff im reacting so big.. I'm sRy, its partly cause of my thinking..

Sher thanks alot for taking the time to talk to me and telling me lots of stories, it helps, i realise alot of stuff.. Thanks alot for being there.. Love..

Friday~

Was having my lunch, when he called and said his outside my house le.. So sweet of dar dar.. He brought me flowers, candiess and a LETTER.. So sweet of him to suprised me and poor dar took the whole nite without slping to write me the letter.. Thanks alot u melt my heart dear.. Muacks..

He was dota-ing while waiting for me to prepare, went to watch "Harry Potter" near my house and head home after that cause i was having fever again.. Movie wasn't really nice..

Dear, just to let u know that im sry for wad had happened that day perhaps im just easily being jealous, well.. i love you and that won't change.. I promise..

He wasn't feeling really good last nite cause Dn* was disband and i suppose this time is real isn't like it used to..

Cheer up wor.. Hate to c you sad.. It hurts.. =(

Sat~

Still not feeling well, Jasmine gotten some guy to sub me for CAPL but in the end they gotten DQ cause they are late, that's wat i heard from Sher aiai.. Need to change team name.. Any suggestion anyone?

Thanks Jasmine for ur help to find a last during the last min =)

I receive a msg from Jason, hmm.. how shld i start.. He's been contacting me in irc recently but that msg isn't right.. All i can tell u is " I'm sry, everything is in the past" I have Hengky right now and it's all i want.. so.. i wont be contacting you anymore.. Hate me for all you want.. It doesn't matter abit..

Later on msg fL00r about wow stuff and he was asking me to q donuts but told him i was sick and the nxt moment i receive a box of donuts and some liang cha outside my house.. Thanks =)

Donut was nice but too sweet abit scary.. My bunny is better =p

Dear I love You..



My gifts =p



I like darker roses =X



Spot the blur cute BUNNY?


Bunky or Bunny is not Hengky don be confused.. =p

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:14 PM]

Went down late on Saturday, was suppose to be there to pei him de and when i reached, they are already on the losing side.. All of them looked so emo and it seems that he was to be blame.. Dono..

The others headed to eat and we just went to ECP to walk awhile before we headed to buy ice-cream and headed home..

Reached home le, dear very naughty keep bully me de =( Don't give u bone nxt time =X Later on i crave for KFC again so dear pei wo and eat but seriously the KFC there sux.. and while buying our food there is 1 weird auntie keep looking at us, like we are gona snatch her food ._. Lamo..

Later on when to his block downstairs to chit chat for quite some times before he piggyback me home but u know what we both fell ._. i guess those indians sitting there are aff-ing ._.

Headed home and dota with dear, its weird when his bro is opp and sitting beside him, wont they have the urge to screen each other or somthing.. =X lols.. Anyway was happy that we won that game cause i still don like 1 of his friend.. =)

Went to watch tV and dear was so tired, being spotted falling aslp.. Thanks for ur compy dear.. =)


Sunday~

Actually dear was suppose to get his hp todae but sadly some stuff kok up.. Net sux =\ Later on headed to buy dessert and durians with his parents before heading home..

Went to AMK hub to watch "My wife is a gangster", lots of people ._. maybe its new but haven got the chance to walk around with dear.. The movie was really nice and funny.. Later on went to eat and he sent me half way home..

Was rainning really heavily once i reach J.E, some luck ._. gotten all wet perhaps thats the reason i fell sick ._.

With ♥ From Suzanna [2:14 PM]